I have typed thousands of words for the past hour, but i have deleted them off as well
Nothing can describe what i feel. It has always been like this. I have lots to say, but i can never settle with the right word/sentence or anything to express it.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Sometimes i miss you so much i can't feel other thing.
“GOD has not forgotten. He has seen your battles. He has gathered your tears and blotter your brow. He knows those who have treated you unfairly. He knows when you’re almost ready to give up or give in. Keep telling HIM. Stay in HIS Word. Keep claiming HIS promises. GOD assures you over and over about HIS plan. Don’t let conflict cloud your calling.”
| — | -Beth Moore (A Heart Like His) |
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
You and i together it just feel so right
I won't even stay in class! Loving Iphone camera,why doesn't blackberry have such awesome applications?!
Monday, January 17, 2011
I ain't any firecracker .
Can i say I'm starting to love science?
I don't know what happen but i thank God for this transformation .
though i might not understand what the problem statement is talking about half of the time,
I'm glad that love for science made me put in the effort to find it out myself , or ask others for help.
Few days ago, Darryl describe me as firecracker.
Hey boy, I'm ain't any firecracker, I don't give out small beautiful sparks that decorate the nigh sky.
I'm a bomb, once ignite, i explode and create a mess (:
I don't know what happen but i thank God for this transformation .
though i might not understand what the problem statement is talking about half of the time,
I'm glad that love for science made me put in the effort to find it out myself , or ask others for help.
Few days ago, Darryl describe me as firecracker.
Hey boy, I'm ain't any firecracker, I don't give out small beautiful sparks that decorate the nigh sky.
I'm a bomb, once ignite, i explode and create a mess (:
Monday, January 10, 2011
2010 at a glance
Took over one more class from Mr lance's wife. Practiced ballet more diligently than ever. Felt most satisfied with my dance progress at that point of time but was really irritated at the private policy. I have to keep everything to myself.
Continue working at trust tuition and hate it more and more everyday.Wanted to quit the job and 'nua' at home until i get my results and start studying. persevered and worked smart instead of worked hard :D
Got my Olevels results, was really thankful to God that I passed and in fact exceed my expectations. I saw how faithful God is and His fingerprints all around my grades!
Moved from SpCG to RpCG, was reluctant at first, but i bear in mind that God is with me wherever i go like how God is with Joseph. Have been doing well so far!
Enroll into Rp, cause JAE was ridiculous. Got into a course that I'm totally not interested in but did surprisingly well in my modules. Never thought I'm able to do well in science before :D
Quit my job once i enroll into RP! MOST AWESOME FEELING BACK THAN!
Started serving in CG, saw how God maximize my capacity to give and receive. At the same time, hurt my back again during dance and have to give up what i used to thought was 'my life'.
Rotate between sitting in to observe class and teaching whenever my back allows me to. Was really grateful that none of my teacher and dance partner has ever given up on me.
Finished my first sem, missed E25D peeps, my banmian kahkis; Eric, xiangji, emerald and such. (only keep close contact with xiangji now ): )
Went on to the next sem, found awesome girls in W14C. At the same time, met people whom are arrrgh! Taught me not to trust people so easily and that when we know more of God, we know less of this world.
Met up with my primary school classmates, dragged Melissa along, Paid $2 or $3 bucks to visit universal world. Not my cup of tea, photos and thrill rides, not interested at all. Went to the first concert ever in my last and made up my mind that it will be the last, JYJ fanmeet with Melissa. Her friend offered her a free ticket and she asked one for me as well so that i can accompany her. Totally irritated by the screaming.
Celebrated my 18th with a blast!
RPCG celebrated earlier for me, was complete shock when they started to sing birthday song to me. Remember very clearly that Joan lied to me that she is not coming for arrow nor sharing, debra kept on insisting that i sit back facing the lift. Suspected that a celebration is coming already but brush it off as soon as it comes. CG tricked me with a bag full of doreamon and after that the real present of dress, jacket and belt came. Was really touched.
when clock strikes 12 on 5th Oct, Darrly and guys called me down to celebrate my birthday, simple, havoc but i still love them. They performed Beat it by Micheal Jackson which i wanted to see them dance all the time.
During the day, KOHXINYIhoney and Jiamin came to my door and surprised me with my favorite flower; lilies but not the right color:D Spent the whole day with them at City. Had late sat and cab around the WHOLE DAY, likewise, kept eating the whole day!
Christmas was totally awesome! God brought back my RETARDS from newyork. miss them effing much! was almost crying when i hug them! Celebrated with RPCG as well, and also meals with my closer ones. I feel so loved!
NEWYEAR COUNTDOWN! Totally looked forward to 2011! count down with RP and ITE CG. Holy communion at 12 am, marks a new start of everything.
Continue working at trust tuition and hate it more and more everyday.Wanted to quit the job and 'nua' at home until i get my results and start studying. persevered and worked smart instead of worked hard :D
Got my Olevels results, was really thankful to God that I passed and in fact exceed my expectations. I saw how faithful God is and His fingerprints all around my grades!
Moved from SpCG to RpCG, was reluctant at first, but i bear in mind that God is with me wherever i go like how God is with Joseph. Have been doing well so far!
Enroll into Rp, cause JAE was ridiculous. Got into a course that I'm totally not interested in but did surprisingly well in my modules. Never thought I'm able to do well in science before :D
Quit my job once i enroll into RP! MOST AWESOME FEELING BACK THAN!
Started serving in CG, saw how God maximize my capacity to give and receive. At the same time, hurt my back again during dance and have to give up what i used to thought was 'my life'.
Rotate between sitting in to observe class and teaching whenever my back allows me to. Was really grateful that none of my teacher and dance partner has ever given up on me.
Finished my first sem, missed E25D peeps, my banmian kahkis; Eric, xiangji, emerald and such. (only keep close contact with xiangji now ): )
Celebrated my 18th with a blast!
RPCG celebrated earlier for me, was complete shock when they started to sing birthday song to me. Remember very clearly that Joan lied to me that she is not coming for arrow nor sharing, debra kept on insisting that i sit back facing the lift. Suspected that a celebration is coming already but brush it off as soon as it comes. CG tricked me with a bag full of doreamon and after that the real present of dress, jacket and belt came. Was really touched.
when clock strikes 12 on 5th Oct, Darrly and guys called me down to celebrate my birthday, simple, havoc but i still love them. They performed Beat it by Micheal Jackson which i wanted to see them dance all the time.
During the day, KOHXINYIhoney and Jiamin came to my door and surprised me with my favorite flower; lilies but not the right color:D Spent the whole day with them at City. Had late sat and cab around the WHOLE DAY, likewise, kept eating the whole day!
Christmas was totally awesome! God brought back my RETARDS from newyork. miss them effing much! was almost crying when i hug them! Celebrated with RPCG as well, and also meals with my closer ones. I feel so loved!
NEWYEAR COUNTDOWN! Totally looked forward to 2011! count down with RP and ITE CG. Holy communion at 12 am, marks a new start of everything.
Indeed a year of Restful Increase
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2010 have been an awesome journey for me. I'm looking forward to 2011, where the path of the righteous gets brighter and brighter !
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