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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

BEST CHRISTMAS YET (:

This year's Christmas is different, or am i the one who feel different?
I feel loved, I feel special because of  the people that God place around me.
Though Christmas is a season of giving, I received so much more just because God gave His only Son for me.

~

God knows how to place people at the right place, right time.
Otherwise, my retards will be stranded in NY. Nothing compared to spending time with them.
I adore the fact that we are alike in so many different ways.
The fact that we love dance but not frame, we don't like camera our opinion is many things.
They know me like the back of their hands and i know them in the same way as well.
God given friendships are always different but close to heart.


~


I feel proud of myself for baking the dark chocolate cookie without recipe with 2 hours the day before Christmas service for Main church.
My hand is aching from all the kneading of the dough and making of notebooks for the CG Christmas gathering, Next up will be watch night notes for both RPCG and ITECG.
God, you will provide me with the strength that i need, cause i fall sick AGAIN ):
Everybody said, AGAIN?! when they hear me sneezing ...


~


3 Things that we trust God for.
Hmms, I have a whole list of it!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010





You know how true it is when people say that "When you are faithless, God remain faithful"
I have seen this statement leaving its fingerprint all over my life.
My semester1 science UT result is a master work of God's faithfulness
&my UT 1 result for this semester is another work of His (:

Went for my dance photo shoot
Josephine was so awesome cause she sent me one of the trial shoot which normally we are not allowed to have at all!

My schedule for next 2 weeks are pretty much confirmed already. I'm excited for this season of celebration! Things will just get better and better (:



Monday, December 13, 2010
Over the weekends, I went over to my Family chalet. 
had some family bonding time with them after such a long time !

I will always irritate her till no end.

My adorable Granny whom i love and respect the most <3 She is part of the reason of what I am today. 


Our heroes of that day! without the, we will not be able to feast!

My awesome Daddy and Granny<3


I feel sad that I didnt managed to talk photos with the few that I miss like Sylvia and Nigel and also my Mummy!
We might be one big family but there is always a few that you are more attached to. Maybe for my next entry, i will blog about my awesome family members that I'm more attached to(:

Most of you might know already but Daddy chased me home after the BBQ. Cause i was coughing very badly which resulted in me crying when i cant catch my breath. XD
Went home with my aunt and uncle, & I had the WHOLE house to me that night! awesome much (:


Skipped school today cause i coughed all the way until 3am last night! Thinking of staying at home tomorrow as well but can't, there is this important module talk that i have to attend.
Aggh! why is there even school? ):
Friday, December 10, 2010
Obviously, my guitar is one huge ass. &I'm bringing that huge ass to school tomorrow!
God know how heavy it is after I stuff my laptop and other necessities in. I just pray that the strap won't just die on me tomorrow!
Joshua will be teaching me how to play heaven (:

Been coughing the whole day today! People, help me pray for speedy recovery! I still have chalet over the weekends. I wanna enjoy myself without going around gasping for air every other minute!

I'm looking forward to CG tomorrow night! How awesome it is to end off your study week seeing your kingdom family? I will definitely be hype up during chemistry lesson!

I'm in my bed, blogging with my awesome blackberry, sorting out my schedule. Realised I'm pretty much occupied with stuffs all the way until the end of first week of January 2011! I have 3 camps, christmas celebration, slumber party with my lovely class girls and countdown with my CG to 2011! I'm excited for all the events but I'm not sure if I actually look forward to 2011..
Wednesday, December 8, 2010

One chao ah lian

So i looked like this when i was in secondary 2? which is like 4 years ago.  Yeah, I'm one chao ah lian that time! It's evelyn beside me (:
This is the me NOW ! on my 18th birthday! It KOHXINYI HONEY beside me. Our strong 9 years friendship!

The busy days starts on Friday ..

SOOOOOO ......
The very moment i step into the dance studio, Mr Lance threw a tissue box at me. Reason being, I didn't attend the JYP audition that they have signed up for me.

I love to dance, but that does not mean that I have to be under the spotlight dancing for everybody to see. That is why i always think that I don't have to be famous in order to succeed in that area.

My divas are all lovely today. People think of them as bitches, I think that they are lovely in their own ways. It just takes a different perspective to see how they are. I love them for their frankness,and most of all, attitude. Speaking of them, our beloved Jessica diva FINALLY got attached! Its about time, 5 years of waiting have finally paid off!

It makes me wonder when is my turn when the fear still lingers around.

I totally forget what i wanna say but I'm finally back to blogger ! :D
Since I'm on my laptop most of the time, i might as well keep it active.
I'm still trying to figure out everything bit by bit so be patience with me (:

Alright, its maths tomorrow, I hope my Bimbo facilitator will AT LEAST look at me when i try to explain the answers to her.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
God don't just answers prayers, He over answers them (:
Friday, December 3, 2010

Almost forget about the existence of this blog!

indeed times flies, December is already here.
I'm completing my first year in poly.
It still amaze me how I'm about to step into the brand new season without fear how terrible my past had been.

Though science has been a real bitch to me and i still prefer numbers and formulas over chemical equation and the whole shit about central dogma!
that had been the reason of my lack of motivation to wake up for sch and stay throughout the lesson everyday.
As much as my new classmates in W14C are awesome people, I still dont have the motivation to study what is new to me..

A few days ago, I placed a small request that has been in my heart for sometime into God's hand, trusting that it will be a Christmas present to me this year.
Thursday, September 16, 2010

A point

Matthew 6:33 (New International Version)

33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Monday, June 14, 2010
Is it me or what?
God, you gave me an impossible task.
I wanna trust in you and walk it through
Tuesday, May 4, 2010




Isn't this like the saddest thing?
The most touching is the old man's action
Love is the most powerful thing in this world

believe it or not..
Its really the most powerful thing in this world
Love makes a couple go crazy, doing the most stupid thing on earth but with a smile on their face
Love makes parents protect their child even if it might cost their life .
Love makes God send his only son to the cross though we were all sinners
Love made Jesus go willingly to the cross though some still don't accept Him

Tell me , what else Love cannot make people do?
Monday, May 3, 2010
I'm seriously getting so pissed off that i have no ideas to continue with the poster anymore !!!!!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
- / J-MIN ; Like never before ♥ says:
hahas ..
i want a cam !!
Melissa says:
go get it!
tell ur mom!
"U PROMISE ME???!?!?!"
- / J-MIN ; Like never before ♥ says:
hahas !
yeahs , I'm so gonna do that !



I cant believe this comes from melissa !
Monday, April 26, 2010
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU… The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her…"

That's what you made me feel that you are able to give.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
I'm a happy girl using my new laptop !
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Thank you for dying on the cross to make all things possible through You ..
Monday, March 29, 2010
Guanling is backzxzxzxx !!!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Can anybody tell me if its me or the medication that is making my stomach spinning ?
Sunday, March 14, 2010

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO HONEY !
I LOVE YOU !

On your 18th birthday, I wanna you to be happier!
No word tears, no more crazy thinking !

Thursday, March 11, 2010
I'm Nixon's good jiejie.

Yvonne's long hair jiejie.

I love my baby cousins (:
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I finally had enough of my boss and told her i needed a long leave.
for the past few months, she have been driving me crazy.
I cant count the number of times i walked to the toilet with tears in my eyes.

J-min, march gonna be over real soon !
The Lord is with you !
It has been quite some time ..
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Daddy God , I love you .
Anybody who has been to my work place knows that i work right in front of a model agency.
And now , I'm looking at the model doing their cat walk up and down the corridor.
I have just realise the way to walk like a model is to sway your hand like a Ah beng just that they are wearing heels.
The whole picture seems frightening when they cant balance or walk properly in their 3 inch heels .
Monday, March 8, 2010
Who does not wish to smile like nothing is troubling them ?
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Tuition starts at 10 tmr morning but i still have not prepare all the parang i need for my tutee and essentials . but skyping with darryl for hours alr !!

Gonna create a huge mess tmr :D
I'm actually craving for O jian at this timing ??!!

*smack self *
Friday, February 19, 2010





When can i go back dancing like this again ?

Romans 8:32
32He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how
shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?

This is how i was build up when i first get to know the Lord through Ms low.
5 years have come and go..
So many things have happened these 5 years .
Then again , this is still one of the many lines that I'm holding on.

It just reminds me that God loves us so much that He will provide for me,
every area that I'm lacking , cause its mention that ' freely give us all things '

J-min , be strong and stand still.
Remember that God loves you so much that He Jesus to die on the cross for your sake.
Dont depend on yourself, let go and let God.
The battle belongs to him, and not you .
Bear in mind that He , the almighty one , He never lost any battle .
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Every time when my tooth hurts , i thought its gonna fall anytime !
Its feels so bad that i dont know what to say anymore
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Here i am , reached office at 8:55am .
with my eyes half closed and head hanging in the air..

God , please pull me through the day .
thank you !~
Friday, January 29, 2010
I have learnt things the hard way .
God , i need rest .

Tomorrow is SATURDAY !
lalalalas ~
I'm going botanic garden with melissa .
A day of REST ! hahas !

Me just pissed a coordinator off over the phone !
the feeling is so fantastic ! Its beyond words okays ! how can she give me 15 miss calls in 30 mins !!!??
super zczxzygdsfbsdcts !

Ong Khai Seng sister talked to me on MSN ytd ..
He grow up alot ahs ! but still my sister !
I miss the times when we sit next to each other in class man ..
He is like the only guy in my school i can talk to when i got problem ..
Most of them who know him , think that he is damn rubbish .
But NO! He gave me the wisest advice , like God using him to get me when I'm such a stubborn donkey.
Sorry Daddy God !
even until now , i still think about the super big lolipop i gave him on him 14th birthday !
gagagas ! i pratically got nag by him for 1 whole month for that :S

in anyhoo , I just thank God for this Fantastic friend !
who also get me scolded by teacher cause he talked to me !
who always get the same score, even when he dont study !
stay up the night and talk to me when I'm surviving break ups !
Scold me like mad when I'm so stubborn !
BUTBUT ! Gave me praise on my 14th birthday ! hahs ..

What more can i ask for ? i have got such a Good sister/friend !
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Some things can be mention for 101 times
but you will never hear it , unless you let your heart accept it
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I might not be the best girlfriend in the entire world.
But I've done my best to be your best girlfriend I could ever be.



They said I'm still young, I can find a better guy.
But loving someone like you, those better guys are inexistent.


Sunday, January 24, 2010
Hahas ! i came back from malaysia looking like this !
like a kuku fishball ..

well , i guess its time for a change also .
didn't do any shopping at malaysia lahs ..
their Sultan died and all shops have to be closed !
nooooooooo choice lahs !

There are so many things that i wish i could do but i know , i will just look unto Jesus ..

Hebrews 12:2
2
looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith...

Friday, January 22, 2010
Going Malaysia tonight ):
I just don't feel like going for don't-know-what-is-the-reason .

Have not been feeling good since i got my results .
I know very clearly that it's not my results that made me feel like this .
cause i know that I'm really pleased with the results ,
it even earned me things that i have been wishing for from my parents after so many years .

Let the trip to Malaysia be a good one , so that i will be refresh when i come back on sat night ..
A Short trip does wonders when i commit it to the hands of God .

God , thank you . despite feeling like shit , i clearly aware that You love me .
Lord Jesus , thank You for dieing on the cross for me, thank You that It is FINISHED !~

I'm aiming to go for lunch on time today !(:
Monday, January 18, 2010
Sometimes i ask myself , what do i really want.
Sunday, January 17, 2010




Wednesday, January 13, 2010


This is excatly the verse that i have been holding since i got my results .
i dont know why but i have got this escaping attitude..

I dont want to know what results others get, for I'm afraid that i will feel sad
I dont want to know what results YOU get, for I'm afraid to know that he is better of without me .
I dont want to know what kind of live or how are YOU now, for i dont know what will happen to me .
sometimes i really wonder why. Daddy , why ?
I love him, i know he is the one .
For him , i made alot of sacrifices but why ...

then again , I thank God for His grace.
i know if i cry because of YOU before i get my results , i will be feeling terrible when i see YOU
but i only break down when i got home from school.

Lord , thank you ..
Sunday, January 3, 2010

this verse actually managed to tell me all over again that,
It does not matter in whatever we do , the only thing that really matter is that God is the ONE who is doing all these things for us .
Without Him nothing is possible .

Daddy God , in 2009 , there is so many ups and downs.
the only thing that is worth rejoicing is that , I went back home , to Your house .


 

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